Five years ago I lost my Father- and very nearly lost my Mother at the same time. It plummeted me into a new phase of my life and a sudden and intimate relationship with grief beyond my previous experience. What I learnt very quickly is that grief is contained and rest...

We are all constantly changing. A process unfolding. Only what we hold onto stays the same.

And yet, I seem to have an expectation of myself to remain consistent. A part of me longs for a reliable personality that I can identify with- preferably a nice, likeable and 'va...

People seem to use the word "grounded" reasonalbly regularly in some circles that I move in. The idea being that grounded is connected to the ground, the earth, and being ungrounded is being in the head more than in body (as opposed to a punishment of staying home h...

Self publishing is a common activity theses days- but to me, someone who has been accustomed to shape shifting and hiding for most of my life, it feels like a strange and awkward thing to do. I am dragging myself into the modern world and rebirthing myself into a new p...